C'est Moi
♥ilah is the name

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87 born Gemini in SG.
short, fat, clumsy &grumpy.
animal lover.
fashion &photography is HEART
ILY: purple

Seul Et Unique
♥the other half

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status: happily attached
3 w o r d s 8 l e t t e r s
I ♥LOVE♥ YOU

Leurs Chapitres
♥their dirty little secret

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Luxure Matériel
♥lust to the body

Hair:
* Kerastase
* L'Oreal
* Herbal Essence
* Sunsilk
* Dream Hair
* TRESemme
* Redken

Face:
* Olay
* Revlon
* Body Shop
* Tony Moly
* Etude House
* Sephora

Eyes:
* L'Oreal
* Maybelline
* Body Shop

Lips:
* Revlon
* Burt's Bees
* Vaseline
* Kiehl

Body:
* Nivea
* Olay
* Body Shop
* Vaseline
* Dolly
* Anna Sui
* Escada
* Chanel

Clothes:
* Cotton On
* Bysi
* New Look
* Forever 21
* River Island
* Topshop
* Zara
* New Generation
* Levi's

Feet:
* Charles and Keith
* New Look
* Aldo
* Nine West
* Steve Madden
* Christian Louboutin

Accesories:
* Diva
* Forever 21
* New Look
* River Island
* Topshop
* Accesorize
* Aldo
* Tiffany's
* Charles and Keith
* Ray Ban
* Carlo Rino
* Sembonia
* Prada
* Chanel

Gadget:
* Blackberry
* Polaroid
* Holga camera

Bedroom:
* Day Bed
* Coat Hanger
* Mesh Shoe Rack
* Extra Storage
* Accessories holder
* Purple Paint
* White Pearl Paint

Mes Souvenirs
♥remeniscing the past

March 2008 / April 2008 / May 2008 / June 2008 / July 2008 / August 2008 / September 2008 / October 2008 / November 2008 / December 2008 / January 2009 / February 2009 / March 2009 / April 2009 / May 2009 / June 2009 / July 2009 / August 2009 / September 2009 / October 2009 / November 2009 / December 2009 / January 2010 / February 2010 / March 2010 / April 2010 / May 2010 / June 2010 /

Merci
♥thank you

Layout/Editor: Purple-licious
xoxoxoxo



4:26:00 PM - Monday, May 12, 2008

How do you tell someone you're really sorry for hurting him / her, without any intention to hurt him / her? And worst it is not your first time? And another worst part is that you don't even know how to explain it to the person why you did that, though you know deep down inside it is not that person is doubting about. Another one, scandalous, affairs, spares... whatever you call it.

Another part of it, you don't even know why you did it. Like BLANK! :( You're at fault at the same time you're not. Complicated mind.

I can feel the walls building around you, and everytime I reached out to touch, I could feel the shock and the coldness. And at times, I collected myself and burry myself in my pitch dark corners of my mind, wondering helplessly and biting back my tears. What am I to do? I search for some solution in the scenery, but I can't find any. I'm stuck, left out cold and suddenly I feel so lonely. You changed at a snap of fingers, just like that. You turned away and I can't feel the warmth of your love anymore, I'm lost and all I could do is silence myself.

I watched you sleep, how wonderfully beautiful you looked. Your long eyelashers swept across your cheeks, your lips pink and soft and your breathing soft and supple, wonderfully peaceful. How I wished I could be back in your arms again, away from all this trouble. How I wished I could be in your embraced, leaning my head on your shoulder, knowing that I am safe, secured and loved. But when you lift open your eyelids, all I get was a stabbing stare from your clear brown eyes, it felt worst then a knife, I could sense your hatred and I could sense the broken heart. Heart clenched, all I could do was once again... silence. And I can't blame anybody, but ME!

The bitch you once loved.

I am so sorry, darling. So sorry...


s'étreignent et s'embrassent
xoxo; yourstruly


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